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Still no call from the surgery center about getting my biopsy. My GP says they need to move quickly, but looks like they didn't get the message about speed. I'll just sit here, wondering if I have cancer until they finally do the test. It's cool, not catastrophozing or anything.

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I still moderate @heckvetica.tv streams when I'm petsitting. I just do it from my phone instead of my PC. TV streaming has too much latency. I left the TV on for Emma during the stream, and she was absolutely captivated.

Film you've watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Star Trek, Star Wars, LOTR, Marvel, Disney, or Ghibli

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The Mummy (2026) is very "New Evil Dead, but...no just very new Evil Dead" The gross factor is pretty up there, not recommended for a weak stomach. Interesting ideas, not really my cup of tea.

Heckvetica reminding me this exists is absolute gold. youtu.be/YUT22fHzGYA?...

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A lot of my fear has died down some, so hoping to actually sleep tonight. Still no call from the surgery center, but reminding myself it would be incredibly rare for anything to be wrong, and it not just be my weird ass immune system. Still just want to get it over with.

Got a few hours of sleep before leaving for work. Stopped by to get coffee and a sandwich, and it was free! I'll take small victories.

So scared I can't sleep. I wish the surgery center would call me to make my appointment for the biopsy. Just looking at my chest gives me anxiety now. I just stand there and see if anything looks even slightly different. Just waiting in terrifying limbo.

🎶..over that hill again🎶 youtu.be/aTSxLZWsSKs?...

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Replace with badges, and it's a furry con

"Bi rads category 4 - suspicious" Me right now:

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Angry tears as I get passed to yet another doctor for my breast biopsy because "We don't do those kinds of biopsies here" You know, at a fucking breast care office. "It doesn't look like inflammatory breast cancer, it's not angry looking enough" Yeah, but you can't guarantee it..soo..

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I'm seeing a lot of husbands out here at mom's PT just sitting in the car or in the waiting room. Y'all should be a part of the therapy if able. Helps with support in the long run.

Mom - "Why is the house so messy?" Me - "Because I'm the only one who cleans it, and I'm not here half the time. I'm working against two adults who just leave things everywhere.." Mom - "We do not!" *Me literally holding a trash bag I'm filling with trash they leave everywhere*

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Am I ready to get stabbed in the boobs and possibly armpit tomorrow? No. Will I do it anyway? Yes, because I'm not possibly being taken out by an unknown problem.

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This entire thread is A+

Different doctor for a biopsy on Monday. The speed at which they move once it wasn't psoriasis is surprising. Probably still my body being weird, trying not to worry about it too much.