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an awesome friend has got us daydreamin of scorbunny paws... =w= toasty and cute

💫 okay so like, being purposefully vague about the detailz but Rei(1) is a freak like me and i'm like "hell yea sister!!"

aaaaanyway, morninnnnnnnnnnnnn

thinkin about card game illustration dreams again... the what if's of winning one of pkmn tcg's illustration contests... or like, building enough trust in littlefur/agere circles (and getting better at backgrounds) to be approached for little troubles... =w=

on a whim, here is a VERY old sketch (drawn on paper in 2017!!) #sizesky #paws #tickle it's my old trans gallade-to-gardevoir sona, Dani, shrunken in a game store, & the smeargle owner decides as a mini, she must be painted. but the paint tickles her tiny feet! ^w^ maybe someday... finished piece?

us: "i warn you, i draw weird stuff. it's very weird stuff that is very naughty and might freak you out!" us: *ridiculously cute art; even the teasey stuff is like, a kid-like sense of ""naughty""*

jun, please have SOME filter!

it is suuuuch a shame i haven't drawn wolvermon & beatcatmon yet aaaaaaaaaa

when even with trying your best to make being little/"you're mentally regressed whether you like it or not" all "fun & games, sunshine & rainbows", you still have more flashback & fear in the ratio... x_x made so many tries since starting to make the efforts last year but yeah

very us-coded, cuddling our jumbo-jumbo teddy bear (Mr. Teddy) and snuggling his ankle & foot >w>

..... i domt normally work in clip studio paint but... they gotta have a "destroyed rubble" brush or material, right? so long as i disclose it, it's not cheating? (as for the wall, might build my idea in digital lego..!)

i love backgrounds and hate how much we struggle at them. it's basically where the "distorted sense of space" and "failure to turn off clean-line perfectionism" combine to destroy us totally and utterly

drawing a chapter cover for this comic and it's already threatening to end me because WHAT DO YOU MEAN I DREW THIS FORTRESS WALL TO THIN. WHY DOES MY RUBBLE NOT LOOK LIKE RUBBLE? it's gonna be rewarding to complete this but also rrrrgh

was doing light organization of desk and toys, and peg on Rarity's luggage fit this Mew figure perfectly! (this mew could not sit without falling over) so now, Mew is perched happily on the luggage! ^w^

smol! ^w^ bein smol!

a mind reader scanning our desires and whispering "my word that is a lot of variants of 'transformed into a really tiny little critter and played with and cared for"

QnQ rei breaking down like that is why we don't like to be or stay mad... anger hurts us and we and rei deserve less stress

🌘 QnQ I'm.. trying to be the tough one, boundary-assert and/or boundary-numb and, ive been fronting since last afternoon and im... why is this so hard?? why can't any of us be.. not scared and overwhelmed and ready to bawl our eyes out..?

🌘i don't even know if i'm an adult alter (probably not, given how this goddamn brain's decided it's gonna deal with our disability through!) i'm just... lost moonbun i guess... trying to shepherd my damaged sisters through a personality/functionality masking time ahead

🌘 i think it's an extraordinarily bad sign that of the little sister alters, two of them Rei'd* & the other's dodging the front unless forced & then the big sister alters are just scrambling & having to play stoic because that's the only way these kiddos (& i guess ME) can mask as "functional"