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shaymin 🌺 #pokemon #art

I am at least am trying to push myself to make friends and connections for the first time in like 10 years. But it's hard in your 30s even for a normal person, harder still when your interests are so niche, even harder still when you don't trust yourself..

It's just frustrating. Being in your 30s, having lived life, having been able to answer these questions at some point, but now it's just.. blank. I can recognize when I'm doing something I "like", when acts of kindness are given to me, but I can't point to anything that really resonates

Trying to read more to understand where my therapist has guided me. I just keep coming back to the topic of emotional numbing. It's not as if I don't feel joy or sadness. But I draw blanks at "how do I want to spend my time", "what makes me feel valued", "what gives me a sense of fulfillment", etc.

I have incredible admiration for the dedication, patience, discovery, and community that goes into projects like this. It's a work of art that has been painted by many different hands in many different ways. For how "robotic" tases are portrayed, the effort that goes into them is beautifully human

Even though I'm not involved with sm64 whatsoever, this tas is one that feels very close to my heart. 2009 was the year I discovered all the incredible tas work being done in SM64, and what ultimately got me into speedrunning half my lifetime ago

i love splatfest hahaha! this weapon is so silly 😭

Holyyyyyy 🤯

He said I could have oneeee (1) bite

Sometimes I wish she/her felt like it fit though. I'm comfortable with any pronouns, but having people refer to me exclusively with she/her just didn't feel correct

I recently came across the word demigirl, and idk how I hadn't seen it before but something about it feels like it fits. I'd say I definitely lean femme most of the time

Eel Graveyard (Mario B3313)

!!! So happy i managed to get into dooby’s lobby on stream ;//w//; I just really wanted to hear her say “rat soup” that made my day LOL 🐀💜

World Record for glitchless TotK! We're looking pretty ready for GDQ 👀

They're in the process of deciding gold requirements, so it's been super nice having some motivation to do runs. They also added a kb/m control scheme I requested and it's sooo much nicer than playing on controller.

I've been doing some speedruns for Project Reignition; an excellent fan remake of one of my favorite Sonic games. Here's a playlist of all my runs so far youtube.com/playlist?lis...

When you forget to take a pic before you cut the cake smh

My therapist insists I have "many doors" of opportunities and interests to explore, but I feel so lost like I can't even see the doors. My mind just draws a blank at even coming up with things I'd want to try.

happy *quiet, chill* pride

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