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Hey everybody, I'm back to Twitch! Today with some music making, and then maybe after that I'll do Super Mario RPG! twitch.tv/doorsanddung...

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The thing that infuriates me is, there ARE people who would gladly fuck me until my brain shatters into a million pieces, today, right now. I just physically can't. No matter how horny I get, I can't.

I swear to fucking goddess, if I don't get a vagina FUCKING SOON, I'm gonna kill myself just to make the pain and frustration fucking stop!!! SERIOUSLY, SOME RICH FUCKER DROP A BAG OF SURGERY MONEY ON ME NOW IF YOU GIVE A FUCK. (Nobody rich gives a fuck. I'ma go self harm or some shit...)

Hatsune Miku BulliedAlt: Hatsune Miku glitching out, covered in bruises and bloodstatic.klipy.com

Ok, it's almost 4am and I'm very heavily spiraling into self-harm thought territory, so I'm going to just I dunno, play Switch a bit and try to sleep.

All I wanted out of life was a vagina, a decent sex life, a home, and some video games. Literally all I'm asking for in life. But I'm about to turn 44, and all I have are the video games... and I keep having to sell them just to afford rent or buy HRT, despite working a full-time job. Kill me, plz.

This is something that bothers me every time I hear someone say "Trans people will survive! We have always existed, we will continue to exist!" Yeeeeaaahhh uhh, not me. I'm gonna die, real fucking soon if this gets much worse. Just there being more trans people to come doesn't help me now one bit.

Why is it always us? WHY IS IT ALWAYS US?!?! Groups will defend minorities to the death. They will fight for immigrants, racial minorities, women, children, religious groups, political prisoners, even LGB people. WHY ARE TRANS PEOPLE ALWAYS THE ONES THEY TURN THEIR BACKS ON?!?! I feel like slime...

@amnestyuk.bsky.social Fuck you. If the rights of trans people can be erased, the rights of EVERYONE you claim to defend can be erased. You have thoroughly destroyed your credibility by throwing trans people to the wolves. Why are trans people the one minority you all shit on? So again, FUCK YOU.

Infinite Life broke 50 downloads! I know it's not a ton, but it's exciting given it's (one of) my first (two) game(s)! Thank you everyone who's played it!!! The team plan to go back and polish it up more in the future, I'll be sure to update you when we do! mezzynine.itch.io/infinite-life

Infinite Life by MezzyNineA story about queer people finding their identities in a world of VR.mezzynine.itch.io

I deleted the singing posts I made because I'm sober enough to feel embarrassed, lol. Saaaaaad.

Reddit just reminded me. Trans masc femboys. If you're out there, let me just say: You are VALID, you are MALE, you are FEMININE, you are HOT, and you are respected in my home no matter HOW you present! You tell me what pronouns you like and I'll run with that shit, presentation be damned!

I wish I had someone to chat with. Otherwise I'm likely to buy more alcohol. Or rather, more drink to mix with the alcohol, I have plenty of Beefeater left, but nothing to mix with.

Who wants to group chat with me while I get more drunk???

You know, dying seems a lot easier if you get drunk. BUT ALSO, so does living. This is an odd intersection of alcohol.

When I look at the people in the background of The Police's "Message in a Bottle" or really any 80s band I think "Goddamn, the UK had the hottest queers!" And honestly I kinda wonder if it isn't still true! Dunno, don't live there, lol. (Wish I could live with hot queer people, fucking siiiiiiick!"

I would so love to make a react Youtube channel, but I already know SOOOOO MUCH music! It'd be really challenging!

The cool thing about Geometry is, if you measure the sides and angles of certain small cars, you can get Geometrogeometry.