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also not even that being in love with these men is such a crime (i mean we don't have to get into that) but she also made fun of one of our friends for being in love with zuko from avatar bc he's just lines and im like. girl????

one thing i can say about her is that at least she's consistent

TRUE

they did all that and i support them for it 😤

"character isn't a good person" YEAH THAT'S WHAT MAKES THEM FUN!!!!!!!

not that there's anything necessarily wrong with these (an open ending at least....) but i also do know why so many of my ending were like this and well. 95% of the time it was bc i was lazy. 5% of the time bc i just didn't know what else to do

unsatisfying... whatever.. english

but im now in the period where i was printing out and reading h/d fic during high school LMAO. oh me

314 stories 😭 they are 99.9% not good but there were a couple of good ones in there

this was when plagiarism was a bigger thing over harassment/flames hence my apathy. my reasoning for doing this was that people would be less inclined to want to plagiarize something riddled with errors. which is true!

the better i was able to do it with myself and vice versa. something about how i craft stories and envision characters being a reflection of how i craft and envision myself or something.

this was all just particularly useful to me because i am very avoidant as a person that it is quite evident in phases of my writing where i'm unwilling to dive deeply or spend time in the characters' psyche and emotions as a reflection of my own. but the better i became at it through fiction

fanfiction really did help me a lot with this and also getting into jungian psychological analysis. plus my own introspection and comparing/contrasting my own attributes against characters. my storytelling and characterization used to be pretty rough but i improved so much through practice

(me reading the original stories i wrote as a teenager)

you liked it before everyone else 😎😎

kind of a brilliant concept tbh

i wrote nearly every goddamn day of this year WHY

what im saying is that my rpf is always accurate

honestly i was already pretty good at figuring out who has a crush on who (figured out one of my friends had a crush on someone i used to have a weird thing with but was afraid to tell me but it was ok bc i figured it out myself lmao) but this was the first time i did it through rpf

i managed to not only write something he appreciated but i also figured out who he liked through this study