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so sad I feel sick to my stomach. I think it's time for me to disappear again for a while.

Please don't let the sense of impending doom that I can't seem to shake today infect you with similar. That wouldn't be good. That wouldn't be good at all.

Just got my 3rd email this week that a corporation I deal with (bank, etc.) "has modified our legal agreement." Isn't it nice how they get to unilaterally do that and we don't? And they always specify that we give up our right to sue in favor of binding arbitration w/an arbitrator they hire & pay.

has anyone invented degenerative AI yet?

dreaming of being collared some day. 💗

On the one hand, when our house was robbed, they were helpful in telling us they wouldn't be able to do anything at all. On the other hand, when I was 18, four of them plotted for weeks to false arrest me 'cause two undercovers had heard me tell a cops/donuts joke. lets see... pros/cons... hmmm.

Someone please teach me French. Not in laborious lessons for months or years that I will inevitably fail at. Draw it from your blood, inject me with it. I'll take it along with whatever else lives in you, bad or good. Instill it in me. Infuse me. YOUR French. In your voice. Let it flow in me.

the worst thing about e-day is I start bursting into tears at the slightest thing about 10 hours after injection. the best thing about e-day is I start bursting into tears at the slightest thing about 10 hours after injection.

e-day 💉

dammit why are therapists allowed to have days off.

being almost completely deaf is worse than being completely deaf.

the good thing about being old is knowing I won't have to see much more of this horror.

There still is huge public skepticism about DID. I can't complain, considering the fact that I half-way refused to believe that I had it myself until my diagnosis about a year and a half ago, despite decades of experiences. And, well, just knowing. I compartmentalized. Same way I was closeted.

My therapist is trying to integrate my main alter, Nikki, who is apparently around 25, cis, happy, upbeat, popular, fiercely sapphic, with an active sex life (I wake up places)... with me. Who is old, reclusive, depressive, and old. Plus old. I keep saying I'm not so sure Nikki's gonna like this.

Bluesky - your home for political activism. Witness the traction this controversial post of mine got. My most active since I resumed my activity here. Clearly I have my finger on the pulse of what concerns the nation.

oh, bluesky. My most reacted to skeet in over a year is about cutting sandwiches.

Can I still be a feminist if all I really want is to be a good wife to some woman who will accept my love and devotion?

As your mom, I will cut your sandwiches in half diagonally, not vertically, as did my mother before me, and hers before her.