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and i'm speaking all of this rationally but i still know that inside my own head i'm still gonna believe this shit. i don't know why i do. i want it to go away. i don't want to feel this way any more.

like what do you fuckin call it when you cannot stop yourself from believing that people who spent hours or days of their time with you, willingly, actually fucking hate your guts? that is not a useful thought. i might as well be convinced the earth is flat

i really don't like having to actively ignore my own thoughts but the insistent narrative in my mind that everyone i spend time with, no matter how sincere or kind they seem to be at the time, MUST have actually been them putting up pretences to tolerate me until they could be rid of me, is no good

i think it's going to be fine i think i am going to be alright and people will not abandon me

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i have to keep socialising. i have to keep attending events. i have to keep making friends and growing as a person. i will do it. yay

STOP THE CAR

even better ....

Have to figure out how to play C diminished without exploring half the button board at once, though...

learning Helena by MCR on the accordion :D it's definitely some awkward chord changes but it's also really fun...

the dog is big!!!! let's go!!!

i really do have a lot of bruises on my legs and not even for very fun reasons

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just to clarify, no stream today!! i am le tired.

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Realest shit anyone ever said

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hey, i know that a lot of shit sucks right now, and i know you're hurting. but i also want you to know that i care about you and reconnecting with you has meant a lot to me. please, if you want to talk, talk to me.

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