he improved for half a day and went downhill. probably heart-related. i tried my best all weekend and held him in my hand and in my jacket for 2 days straight just like he wanted, even fell asleep with him last night (do NOT do that…it was accidental). and so we said goodbye at the vet this morning.

rat with the devil horns 🤘🐀🤘

honestly numb. i was barely getting through 4 deaths of elderly rats this year. mahito is months away from turning 2. this is bullshit. what god did i piss off