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One of the things about watching cult documentaries thats so helpful to me is seeing how completely mind-dominating even small scale group coercion can be. When you turn to the other folks nearby you with concerns and they do nothing or suppprt the control it’s incredibly hard to believe yourself

So sorry to anymore who likes thf but I need to get my haterade out so o can move on: I hate those polyester overalls in “fun prints” people are wearing these days, ugh 😩 Where are they from and why do so many people hsve them?

Binding with my roommates cat while they’re gone is so important to me. I miss the pers of everyone not in my life anymore so much

"Never get a tattoo celebrating the work of someone living" is a great rule tbh. Thinking about ppl with images from a disgusting anarchist transmisogynist on their body & glad it ain’t me 🤢

i had some pretty bad mental health stuff that has kept me from taking care of my garden this year so i didnt water my the tomatoes i planted literally at all and i still have a bunch of tomatoes that rules

Oh god I just told a friend this about a present thing they were dealing with and it locked some shit into place for me about a past situation which it describes even better

One thing thats difficult about practicing staying present when things are emotionally intense is people want to comfort you out of it which feels like an obligation to go back to dissociating

CW: abuse I still think its wild "anarchafeminists" stalked me on behalf of my abuser to the extent i felt i had to disclose the abuse to get that torturous drip drip to end then used my disclosure of abuse as somehow evidence my abuser is, in fact, good? Like what?

this is so weird to say, wtf dude

For years I thought many movies were very vague impressionistic storytelling i couldnt completely grasp the plot of and then i started regularly using subtitles and realized I have some kind of audio processing disorder

can i go home yet

People have used this one when controlling me too. It makes me feel like a robot. Someone can push the right little button and my brain will NOT let me not solve something

God i love organizing my adhd friends and family's stuff its such a treat i love mess