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Eh, eyes are just a small part of it imo. They also can change shape as you express too, they're not locked to one shape even on one person. This is just the way I think about it for my sona, but everyone has their own way of expressing themselves.

I want to post explicitly black art here too because I don't want to water it down for an audience

black dissociation and the escape through cartoon and anthropomorphic characters has been my go to as a child from the amount of trauma that has been inflicted upon me. this are is very personal but I wanted to share.

An aside, ppl often have trouble looking at anime characters and seeing them as Asian, but they’re considered like how cartoons are here, abstractions of humans. The big round eyes comes from cartoonists like Tezuka taking from Disney plus some Japanese beauty ideals.

So I could be a wolfman instead! Fur instead of skin, muzzle instead of my face, and big cartoony eyes. It gave me permission to feel sexy. The wounds that caused those feelings have healed, and while Yama is still an ideal, he’s no longer an escape. He represents me more fully and I like that

A lot of what drew me to furry when I was young was having a sexual outlet and a way to feel attractive/desirable divorced from my own body. I think many can relate to that, but for me, part of it also tied into ethnicity, not feeling desired just cause I was born with the wrong skin/face/eyes.

I like drawing him with big cartoony eyes a lot, but sometimes I want Yama to have narrower, heavy lidded eyes like mine and actually make him look Asian. It’s satisfying, idk!!

Yama needs to get outta all these clothes and snuggle up with a cute boy

Yeah he just needs to listen to anime music really loudly to stay in the zone rn, can’t talk.

A silent greeting in the weight room

When you're at the protest and you see a younger person livestreaming from their phone

I saw one of those pics where it’s like 5 shirtless ripped muscle gays and they all had the same beard and hair and… idk.

I did just start rewatching silicon valley 🤔….

Everyone has a beard now and it’s making me wanna shave just to be _like that_

Oh gosh I’m so sorry. He was so well loved by yall, I remember having so much fun and a good laugh playing with him when we visited.

Yeah, you can get hit a lot and heal between attacks, but all that means he gets the room to make some challenging bullet patterns (challenging for non bullet hell ppl)

I rly hope to export the joy of playing a bullet hell or just a difficult action game in general to people for whom it's not their normal jam I want them to feel like I'm generous with the timing of things, with how much recovery I give you, with safe zones. But I still expect ppl to be challenged

I'm tuning my boss right now and... It's hard. It's taken even me like an hour to get to a point where I can consistently clear it. It's the first boss, and I've gotten feedback in the past before to be easier because it's the beginning of the game, but I really do want to ramp it up at this point.

So many typos and mistakes but that’s just how horny I am for it lol