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I'm rewatching queen of the damned and like. even though the vampire lestat series is Better, the aesthetic of queen of the damned is so much stronger. there's no defining modern genre in 2025 vs that of grunge/goth in the late 90s

my body dysmorphia would vanish if i looked like sam reid or salma hayek

sometimes, a vegetable is the most delicious thing you have ever eaten. and sometimes, a vegetable is like eating dirt scraped off an old shoe

at 7:45am today I went to the local fancy coffee shop (morning rush isn't until later) and wrote a journal entry that gave me more emotional release than any of the sessions with the therapist I just stopped seeing after 3 months

🔮 manifesting some kinda goth golden retriever bf 🔮

finished my latest character design! This is Dahlia the Red Wolf, a no-nonsense monster hunter seeking to bring her vampire father to some kind of justice. read about the design process in my latest blog post 👉 atashzadeh.com/post/charact...

artists ✨ show your long hair art I can finally do one of these :,)

finally started the vampire lestat. episode 1 was overwhelming (probably intentional) but also clunky in the way that fanfictions can be clunky: stuff happened bc the writers willed it, didn't feel very natural. still excited for the rest of it (despite the throwaway nb person....)

makin progress on hunkwife

working at a coffee shop is goated when you want to hear strangers' relationship drama

exchanging random homemade jams and syrups and baked goods with friends is one of my fav things about being alive tbh

had a bad date. gonna have to diy the squirt

lemme tell you how nice it is to ride a crowded train to nyc beaches vs sit in traffic for two hours to get to any other american coast

sketchie of my next novel protag. feels a little too Generic Fantasy but also...... that's kinda the point of her character. will sleep on it

this "have a job" shit is for the birds. shoulda just married a rich old dude and mourn after he died mysteriously of illness while i was busy assisting the young handsome pool boy