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I got so lucky with my regular therapist. She's so sensitive to trauma and tries to push back as gently as possible, engage my problem solving skills and help redirect things like self blame. She really lives the "it's okay not to be okay" philosophy, and it feels so nice just to be met where I'm at

At the fair there was this adorable "mad tea bookshop bus" this woman had just bought and refurbished a whole bus to look like the Alice in Wonderland tea party and set up a whole little area outside with hanging paper lanterns, cushions and chairs scattered across a large checker patterned mat

I sleep with earplugs now and wear the over ear headphones most of the day and still in the moments I have them off I'm jumpscared by upstairs dropping something so fucking loud and heavy it sounds like it's going to crash through the goddamn ceiling. If hell is real she BETTER go there 

And she'll have fun, fun, fun till her daddy takes the T-bird awayyyy youtu.be/TKqCcYt5bxU?...

The Beach Boys - Fun, Fun, Fun (Visualizer)YouTube video by TheBeachBoysVEVOyoutu.be

Most recently probably Bye Bye Bye and Like A Prayer in Deadpool & Wolverine, I highly enjoyed both scenes

Aaaa there was a raptor booth at the fair 😍😍😍 such pretty birdies!!! Two gorgeous female eagle owls, a hawk and a dark morph buzzard who is inconclusive gender! Nonbinary raptor pride baybeee that's what I'm talking about

Let's go county faaaiiir

Discovering some of the YouTubers I enjoy also do gaming content. This girl Emma from littleduckgaming in her very posh accent "sorry I called you an arsehole. ...and then killed you. Got it a bit heated there" 😅😂

I've been thinking about the Odyssey and it does kind of irk me that Nolan didn't cast a blind person as the character he chose to make blind who wasn't in the source material. His treatment of Helen, Penelope, and Sinon kind of bothered me. And some of the scenes went on WAY too long

lol this therapist was surprised that I talk about my trauma. She was like I think you're experiencing the isolation and exclusion of being a minority (disabled), you just aren't in denial about it & talk about it freely whereas other people might not do that stuff. She compared it to her accent lol

It is 2011. I've just found my favorite eos lip balm that I thought for sure was lost. I am overjoyed It is 2026. I've just found my favorite eos lip balm that I thought for sure was lost. I am overjoyed

Uh on the way to therapy a *disability transport van* was going 30 miles an hour so I passed him and then he sped up and tailgated me and aggressively cut me off in really heavy traffic. And that that's why I'll never ever trust a man to drive anything period. Petty, vengeful, no regard for safety

Pride was fun but it reminded me I'm still insecure about one last thing, my lack of eyebrows. I fill them in but when people comment directly on them and draw attention to them which several people did even tho I thought they looked normal I still feel awful and self conscious.

Whenever someone spells devastation as "devestation" I imagine them wearing a vest that's being forcibly removed

FINE I'm up I'm up Ugh mornings are the worst. It always always feels bad to get up no matter how many hours of sleep I get. Need matcha 🫩

Another huge day tomorrow shutting off my screens gn

The "hmm, my upper back sure is a bit itchy" to "holy god ow that's a huge bug bite" journey never pleasant 😔