Профиль

Re-announcing that I'm still open for YCH c0mms! Gonna need more funds for the next couple of months. Please feel free to message me either here, discord, or telegram. Same username across! "dozyslumbers" Thank you so much to everyone for the support!

i wish to be babysat. .. time to cover it up with something louder.

im sorry for doing it again...

sorry.

My issue being in huge group chats of babyfurs/ABDLs is that I get too overwhelmed and I easily get extremely hit with fomo when it comes to cubouts/bab hangouts, or even small bab rp. To the point that I'd rather just shelf or archive that chat so I don't see them and have no notifs from it.

Sometimes, I think that I just try to live the best as I can right now, not because of a positive thing, but more of... "I will eventually leave this world myself anyway. It's not a matter of IF, but WHEN. I'm just waiting for the right series of unfortunate events to befall me." #DozyVents

#DozyVents

lost a lot of blood this week. #DozyVents

How bad is it that I want someone to fuck me real bad to the point of wanting to break me, just to drown out the emotional pain?

Nowadays whenever I pamp up, it's mostly so that I can be extremely horny and get off multiple times in it... for the reason of de-stressing myself and as a pretty effective distraction from harmful thoughts.

it's that bad apparently. #DozyVents

it doesn't hurt as much if i do it fast enough. #DozyVents

my mental state is at a serious low that the word "harm" is a frequent occurence. #DozyVents

0 days since last █████████ #DozyVents

when i thought things couldn't get any worse.. i've developed probably the worst method of coping or dealing with grief, emotional pain, and depresso... s/h #DozyVents

kinda came back to vrc, just to find cozy worlds to listen sad songs and leave it on loop as i sleep.

a branch of my life just closed. i think i can walk through this one.

It's actually really difficult right now for me to even start chatting with people, let alone even reply. Fuck this isolating-myself feeling.. #DozyVents

ah fuck. this feeling is getting worse that im so irritable and anxious with things that arent even connected to the root issue. #DozyVents

youtu.be/cMtZvEfg2Mg?...

The Desire to Be SadYouTube video by Clark Eliesonyoutu.be