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It was so hot yesterday one of my tape ins slid right out my head like…

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Listen- I’m going to see that Wicker movie about that lonely yt woman being put thru the mattress by a hand basket and my homegirls and I are going to have a grand ol’ time talking about it 😂

My friend made some prints & photo puzzles of my brother for me. He’s always showing my family and I love during the times we honor our heartbreaks and acknowledge our grief. My big brother was beautiful with a smile that would make the sun blush. Thank you for these. I’m forever grateful for you 💛

Spider-Man was great.

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Worst craving for Tassili's right now

I know this grief is a thunderstorm right now that will one day pass- but I’m in need of just a small glimmer of sunshine cause all of these big feelings that wind up when I’m idle are absolutely heavy af. And quite frankly, I’m very much exhausted.

I played Tōkon Beta this weekend and I had no idea what I was doing but I was having fun beating ass.

I want to be both left alone and held tightly and kissed on the forehead. I think both are valid right now.

I’m in there.

I’m at working crying. Help 😂😭😭

Just gonna wish a generalized happy birthday to all 27 of my male cancer friends, 12 of which are Kappas 🍻😭

I don’t know if this is a neurodivergent thing but people who repeat the same point in a conversation or like repeat a request in the same interaction really piss me off 😂 I’m not talking about like twice- like… Cause my processing delayed but I’m not deaf I heard you the first and second time 😂

Having a hard time. I miss my brother. I wish I could smoke with him and listen to his musings.

One of these days I’m going to listen to my intuition cause whenever I have strange encounters or interactions with folks I second guessing myself, thinking I’m probably doing too much- Only for that feeling to be completely validated after all.

I made all the things I hate into a salsa. Mango and avocados with bbq salmon and cilantro lime rice. It’s supposed to be a bowl but fuck the rules.

I try not to be a way about how people move about regular things because we all got shit going on- I exercise grace because your world doesn’t revolve around me and mine doesn’t revolve around you.

My friend really came over the other week and put groceries in my fridge, cleaned my kitchen and bathroom and laid in bed with me. She literally just wanted me to be still and grieve my brother and I have to keep telling her every chance I get how much that meant to me.

Needed a distraction. Went into the backlog and finished a set. Lots of new and old pieces make for such a pretty and fun scene. Definitely a top fave. Woodland Mushrooms 🍄

A week. I miss him so fucking much.

Happy Father’s Day brother 💙