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rewatching one of the movies i gave her just to feel something new

picking movies for eachother is peak romance i’ll die on that hill

some girls should work on hating themselves a little bit less i think just my observation

she said if i ever wore a (dysphoria) hoodie again she would put me in jail

i want to cry from how mad that makes me

grosssss ugh fuck not being trusted at work is maybe the worst

still doesn’t feel real that we went from strangers/coworkers to this so quickly

even if it doesn’t become anything more it’s still bare minimum bestie shit like i can’t be mad about it at all

her taste in movies is hella obscure and weird and and she only has a VCR so like,, i’m hoping we go watch some strange culty VHS at her place. i’m thinking that would be the end of me id die on the spot

she’s a total babe and she’s a total dork ugh kill me kill me i’m so smitten

ok so my crush and i have bonded over movies and we’re going to the movie rental place tomorrow and we’re both gonna wear dorky t shirts and be goofs together like sorry but is that not borderline soulmate behavior

my enclosure is so devoid of enrichment today sigh jah feel

philip bailey and phil collins voice sheeees a cheeeesy michael

sometimes i think i don’t actually have bpd but then a mental health professional is like girl, jesus christ

siri what time were you born

do u guys think you would jah feel if i said ugh or not really

i would love to hang out with every one of my aestheticians at once like they kinda all know each other.. what if they all talk about how pretty i am oh

i’m probably certainly going to be a different person once i figure out who i am, so we can grow together or grow apart. but im not sacrificing myself for anyone any more. i need to be authentically me

i sacrifice myself for others all the time, at the expense of my personality. who am i without others? i’m in the process of becoming myself and facing resistance because the person i truly am is not the person they’ve known for a decade

therapy is good bc i can have all my thoughts and feelings sort of like, organized? like oh yeah all these things are related and it’s all because of this thing. nice ok. time to work on it