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Feeling more emotionally recovered now, shit's still hard but I've gotten back into motion. I'll be posting adopts and getting back to messages/emails today/tomorrow

I'm determined to use the tools he taught me to honor him but the malaise of grief can be crushing and I'm feeling it profoundly looking at my calendar that has had "therapy @ 2pm" written every week for 6 months 😞

And now I have to find another because I really need a therapist, but it's hard finding one that really clicks, who actively engages with you pragmatically and gives you solutions that work for who you are... I'm gonna try but I am really really sad. I saw him more often than some of my friends

I saw him every Wednesday evening and he even offered 'emergency' sessions any day of the week if needed... I could call and text him if I was having a problem, he was like a guardian angel, so uniquely kind and enthusiastic about what I was doing. He helped me believe in myself and understood me

Hey guys I gotta break down here and ask for some help. A share would be awesome thanks ko-fi.com/moopleaf

Anyway it's gonna take me longer to get back to people, thanks for reaching out. I'm very shell shocked and disoriented by this, I've been seeing this guy once a week for months and he was such a massive lifeline for me. This sucks. It's always the good ones, isn't it.

Found out my therapist passed away suddenly and unexpectedly, I'm really devastated. He was such a great guy and helped/was helping me so much... fuck

I've also been really busy irl handling some fragile and pressing family health stuff and not home a lot to really sit down and go through things. I fire off on here on a whim so it might give an impression I'm online a lot when I'm really not, and hardly have time to look at social media atp

I get back on the 17th and want to sort things out, apologies for any difficulty contacting me for important matters, I want to be better about this going forward, especially now that I am in a healthier mental space than I possibly ever have been.

Even while searching for important things. I feel something is wrong with the spam filters on my prev email as well, so fresh start seemed apt and the best way to contact me is that new email. I'm not able to access discord rn for anyone trying to message me there, nor have I used it in a long time

buried. I get a lot & I mean a LOT of DMs and emails from a range of folks, most just wanting to say send a kind word and I DO appreciate that, some asking if I'm open for commissions (am not and will not be for foreseeable future), after a certain point it has become very overwhelming to sift thru

Hey anyone trying to contact me please do so through my new email squeedgedraws@gmail I'm at a camping trip/event (CFT) and my cell service is pretty spotty but I was informed someone was trying to get in contact with me and I cannot for the life of me find their messages, things tend to get >

3 and 4 claimed! I have another batch of these guys in the works, keep an eye out. Thanks for the boosts/interests, these help me out a lot rn!

Absolutely! Will DM you in a moment

Available! I’ll send you a DM shortly :3

Number 1 claimed!

Oops looks like ur DMs are off, but PayPal.me/squeedge works as well, just lmk when you send payment and I will get the file for ya soon thereafter

Someone beat you by 1 minute ;w;

Sure thing, I’ll DM ya! Tysm <3

Yeah I have another batch I’m finishing up, will prob post either tonight or tomorrow. And thank you! <3