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Had an ultrasound on my thyroid, one side has some big nodules on it that they wanna do a biopsy on...

Saw the Odyssey. And I actually liked Anne Hathaway's performance in it!

for annie, a art

Oh so there's a term for people who just irrationally hate Anne Hathaway: Hathahaters. I never knew I was always a part of this crew until now.

Back on meds. Hum.

This nosferatu-looking mother fucker with his vulture-like mannerisms is one to talk

ok look, this isnt the solution to deter perverts, this is just absurd

Drawstipation: struggling/straining to push out the art and producing only the tiniest turd of a piece

I'm being avoidant now, about work and home. It's like I'm a runaway teenager only nobody has sympathy for me because I should be financially stable at my age and able to just get up and fucking leave places that actively stress me the hell out.

having family and friends who have had brushes with death (heart attacks, strokes, other severe health issues, etc) really just does something to you, doesnt it i dont know what that "something" is, but,

Because I rife through msn while at work, I've noticed this infuriating way articles are "written". Pointless censorship of words (m*rder, g*n, etc) cagey phrasing, in particular if discussing RAPE, TORTURE, or SUICIDE (Forced intimacy, un-alive, etc) like, who the FUCK is this written for

My body is still figuring out, I think, what to do without the boost meds were giving me. I'll be feeling fine and then suddenly have these moments where anxiety spikes, my heart starts pounding, I get kinda snappy, and then I have a pit in my stomach for a few hours until I'm suddenly "ok" again

you ever have a sandwich where it was like biting through a ream of paper (i did. it was unpleasant)

In a cafe and this piece of shit song is on the radio... The melody reminds me of something from Disney but I can't quite place it

ai art has so many tells but another one that just occurred to me is, if you see ai art and ask yourself "who the fuck would pay for this shit" and the answer is "nobody", that's another tell

*daddy* dojima (potential serial killer)

You know what sucks, is being in this frame of mind of self awareness and paranoia. My mind and body feel fragile and raw but I also know there's been a lot of (mostly good!) shit going on in my life; vacations, stopping meds, work and home happenings. I dunno what I'm getting at here but