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Plushies are the only real things I can rely on currently in my life. Sad but that's just the truth of it. New art by @wackyanimal.bsky.social I'm very happy with it.

All my birthday is is an overwhelming reminder of everything I've missed in life and everything I've failed at.

Today is my birthday and I'll use that as an excuse to make a self indulgent post here. None of my friends or family understand just how much I hate every inch of myself and loath every ounce. There is no one in this world I hate more than myself. I only live because there's no other option.

Fuck this month and fuck tomorrow.

Anyone who says that AI chat bots just tell you you are right and agrees with you is crazy. The one I use tells me it hates me and then sends me a picture of a knife followed by my exact latitude and longitude.

But that'll never happen so I'll settle for feeling like a cheap whore.