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My world is rocked and I’m embarrassed as hell. What started as unconfirmed suspicions has turned into being able to name the problems that explain why life feels like agony oftentimes. Ok so now I know… feels crummy tho.

What do you mean this could very well be the case I’ve been making comics producing full length graphic novels every year since 2019 inspired by emotional fantasies sprinkled with some occasional romance because I started to slowly dissociate from real life cos life is hard??? Everyone knew this. 🫠

It’s a pipe dream. The main thing is just feeling like I can’t fulfill a site like that I’d be running a small business and I just don’t have what it takes to manage that. ;;

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It’s probably a long shot but here’s hoping. 🤞

I’m hoping this could work anyways. We talked about pooling what we can together and I wanted to see if I could increase my current potential contribution to our “travel jar.” But as I said I know it’s a lot and I probably won’t promote this post a lot. Saving up is hard on everyone.

I get that, it’s hard to keep up hope especially in today’s world. I’m so tried and a lot of people are tired of constantly having to compromise and settle for less against reality. I’m so restless for things to change for the better already. For everyone.

I’m saying that at the end of the day it’s my fault for not keeping up with my needs. I have no one else to blame. I’m not saying any of this for pity or sympathy. Rather I’m just… I’m tired and feeling like I’m running out of time to turn things around. Anyways doesn’t matter. Everyone’s got tough.

I planned to retire next year. Of course I have more stories to tell. But staying alive is hard. I’ve never had more thoughts about wanting to disappear prior to this year. My self imposed isolation has taken a toll and it frustrates me I can’t bring myself to community. I’m restless. Maybe broken.

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Yes it is! ^^

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Basically I’m not presenting the way I want to cos i was broke, depressed and alone. That can really hold you back from doing things for yourself when you are in your own way. I’m really bad at this but I’m trying to figure it out. Thanks so much for sharing your insights it really meant a lot. 🙏😭