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i am really glad my friend cleaned up for me so much ah. however… she also took a lot of stuff and moves it and doesn’t put it back or tell me where it is. like, stuff that was clearly in use medical supplies by my bed that i live in. and that is very inconvenient.

low power mode and resting can be so boring sometimes haha like i need to do it and it’s best for me and i’m glad i can, and there’s no emergencies to handle. it helps me heal. but sometimes i’m like UGH this is SO BORING #MECFS #NEISvoid

it is the weekend and i have some spoons for to watch anime and so many plots are basically disabled reality haha so many characters making some great sacrifice for others just to have fun, and getting really hurt while the other is fine? disability cost of doing anything #NEISvoid

sometimes i want a different hair style but i still don’t really -want- a functional style even if i need one or would benefit from one. a part of my brain wants something i can style and look good in, and feel good in. and i don’t know how to compromise between functional and stylish.

i am not always very good at math 😅 which is funny? ironic in some ways? i used to be very good at it. and i use a lot of logic at work! which is kinda related! but with the brain fog, basic addition often feels way too hard now or other things i used to think basic math

sometimes shopping is really hard because not only am i considering all my food sensitivities it’s like, which things are not finding a genocide? or slavery? or fascism?

if anyone wants to get the visible app, made for #MECFS and #LC and similar… i just got it and i have a referral code! if you join with this link we both save $20. i’m still checking it out and will post my review later, and give updates as i go #NEISvoid join.makevisible.com/737a439fc7df37