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The demons so often win. Good luck soldier

🌧 revenge + atk #11 for @qiaotianya.bsky.social ! so so in love with these two i love lesbians [ #artfight #artfight2026 #teamtragedy #sharemyattack2026 ]

it's oujinata aSLDFKJAs the vast majority of stedlings HATE that shit. to the point of calling people out and going on hate brigades. bruh leave us be there's like 5 of us

listen all i'm saying is if bella swan can have her vampire romance then i think a depressed japanese teenager can fall in love with a thousand year old creature

getting into a ship that the vast majority of a fandom deems morally reprehensible is a humbling experience. is it gonna deter me? fuck no. but man am i about to become a social outcast LOL

Just got suddenly violently nauseous. The question is it real or is my body trying to go along with my intense desire to go the fuck home

I absolutely do not want to be at work today I was so close to calling out. But at least there will be pizza

ok um. sorry for the inactivity i promise i'm working on stuff but for now please accept my ntmgweek promptfic instead... archiveofourown.org/works/89013786 #ntmgweek2026 #natsumugi

yay yippee jumping around !!! my mood swings are wild lately

NTMG week has officially started! Today's prompts: 🚀: Past + Present + Future | Firsts 💬: "I'm happy that I met you." Make sure to use #ntmgweek2026 so we can find you! ⌈ #ntmgweek2026 #natsumugi #enstars ⌋

i've written 3 fics in the last week and they are not long by any means, under 10k between them all, but hot damn. shit's fucked in my brain rn dawg it's all sted oujinata

STUPID IDIOT STUPID i am very bad at social interactions i think

i am a /little/ embarrassed about how yappy i've been lately. i'm just brimming with thoughts and it might be possible i'm going into An Episode of some sort after being depressed for quite a while

i think its funny how differently i treat all my socials. twt is for fandom activities bc that's where everyone is unfortunately. tumblr is for NICHE fandom activities bc the people there Get It. and bsky is like my personal diary. welcome, collect my pages

like it genuinely is life-altering how focused i get on things. it's disordered in a way that makes taking care of myself, going to work, and completing other things very very hard. i do love fandom and getting into something new is always really exciting but it also comes with consequences

wah... i have things i need to do but i'm just so. stedpilled and outside of that spiritually exhausted. literally nothing but drawing and writing sted stuff seems possible. this is the neurodivergent hyper-obsession they talk about, and it happens to me every time i fall into something new

thank you val 😭 i will try my best to rest a bit and recharge. gotta stand up!!!

Depressed again today and it's like c'mon I'm SICK of this!!! Its just annoying at this point!! My self esteem has gotta get higher bc it's just a bummer for myself and the people around me

kinda really relieved that i do think i can find a home in this new fandom... please god everyone watch strange eden

adding on that i used to work for an asthma practice and they straight up wouldn't prescribe unless they've seen you recently (within a year). shitty, fucked up thing to do but i encourage people to see their specialists often in case they suck like this