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My 2 cents anyway.

Unless you are hyper aggressive type, you probably Don't deserve all the hate you're giving yourself. There's plenty of evil people in the world. If you're worried you're one of them, worrying about that disqualifies you by default.

Anyway, not sure where I'm going with but on the times when I'm not full of fear, I'd like to think I am able to take a more distant perspective on things than most. So lemme say this.

Always interferes. And the thing about anxiety is, it's self perpetuating. So I might be breathing heavy mid panic attack, and my brain will say, "what the hell is wrong with me?" And then, it says "something is wrong with me? On no! I should panic more!"

Because every time I stick that little fucker in a drawer, it just soaks right through. No matter what I do with it, no matter how much I try to contain it, it always gets out. I can't seem to stop the damn thing. And it sucks because I logically know what I need to do next, but the anxiety just...

Myself, I'm not immune to this. For me, I keep most of my emotions tucked away in a cabinet where I don't have to deal with the troublesome little buggers. I can keep most of them nearly tucked away. Except anxiety. Man, fuck anxiety.

Some project all of that emotional stuff into creative endeavors and tell themselves that if they aren't creative enough, they're failures. Others just want life to be peaceful so badly that they just roll over and accept whatever terrible shit is pushed on them.

Others externalize their troubles onto rage, and turn into absolute monstrous pieces of shit. Some people see all the crap that's wrong with the world and try to fix it, and tell themselves it's their fault everything is wrong. Some destroy themselves just to feel loved...

You know, I find it interesting how every personality has its own unique flavor of crashout. Obviously there's the fight or flight response the body responds to stress with, but even that comes in different flavors. Some let depression sink in, weigh them down, tell them they are worthless...

I'm sorry to hear that.

New requirements?

I find it low key hilarious that Lindsey Graham's death is sus as fuck but nobody cares because fuck that guy.

i hate to beg, but i'm living on a poverty wage rn. i might just be able to get through this month with that + commissions + any temp work i can scrounge up, but i'm not optimistic. if you can chip in, please do buymeacoffee.com/dizzydeer

So what, when it comes time to vote on stuff, they gonna puppet his body?

@alexrochonva.bsky.social Go figure, the day I learn the voice actor for Caine is a Deltarune fan is the day I learn he decides to back off of social media. You seem cool. Sorry you had to deal with so much toxicity. I loved the things you guys did for the fandom. For what it was worth, was gr8.

Does Kikky bite hard? Does Kikky like protein?

They made a stop woke act? How fucking stupid.

I am expecting a fully animated graphic of a pregnant England pushing America out.

I wouldn't say unified. The biggest pro ai people seem to all hang out on LinkedIn for some reason.

I heard they're left guarded by robot dogs that have removable batteries on their bottom side.