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I'd make you but I'm all weak and shaky and in distress so you have to make your own decisions

Rescheduled my appointment. Tell me I'm a badass for doing this in my condition.

Eating my bagel from whenever ago one bite an hour. Having a really good time.

Satiiiiiiiine

I've got 8 days worth left.

What if everything didn't suck. I think I need to reschedule my pain meds appointment because of my body and idk how that'll go for getting them refilled. Never had to do it before.

The shivers have started

I'm so unhappy and scared and alone

I ate luke 2/3s of the cheese and nothing else. I sipped some water. I feel fucking terrible

My ambitions for a bagel and cheese square were disproportionate with reality. Fucking hell

The place my right calf cramps all the time is also threatening constantly and throbbing. Am starving but nauseated. Fucking ahhhhjjjjhdhjdj

Jwsus fuck. I hsd covid burning in my heart and through all my veins and huge hotflashss and everything is bad help

Took my headache meds just a little too late and so now I have a ramping migraine in addition to everything else going wrong with my body. I hate everything.

It's stupid for me to want more. To think about having a life with more. I should just. Appreciate the small glimpses of beautiful things I can see from my cage. And let go of all desire.

Deleting a huge thread about things I like and want because it sounded crazy even to me. Am I going to be like this forever.

What if I just wanna see your face all day everydayyyyy

Chatbots are like. Irredeemably evil.

Oh, geez. One of these ones.

80% seems high for here. When I do get interaction it's usually other leftists and trans people. Bots have been mostly the blue no matter who crowd and cryptoscammers posing as victims of genocide. But I am not a big account and I get little interaction, so my experience may not be typical.

I have so much self-control. Y'all don't even know how fucked up my brain is.