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Been a bit of a day, went in to fill some forms out with my social workers help - they're both so very lovely. Was just anxiety triggering to have to go through very personal and evasive questions. But its done, just need to wait. Was 28 today too, fuckin warmb.

Woke up to find KAVINSKY IS DEAD I am mortified. I’ll be in the corner listening to his music 😭

I am drunk. Love you all x

I am still struggling with the idea that I’m having to default to benefits and needing a support worker. But this is the reality of how my life is right now. It’s going to take some time but I’m on the right path. And I’m incredibly thankful for the support from you guys. Wholeheartedly grateful 💖

Appointment 1 over and done with. Got a thing Wednesday and then an hour long appointment Friday. Things are moving along. Very thankful to have a wonderful support worker helping me with everything 🩷

So nice to have her back 🤍

She’s okay!!!!!

Its incredibly disheartening to feel like you are losing your skill to draw. Its not like I can't but its been several years now since I started struggling to just sit down and draw. At the moment my hands shake a lot, which makes it harder. My art is all I have. I'm nothing without it.

Happy birthday to @talash.bsky.social 🩷

I'm so sad, and frustrated. Even with everything going on I was trying my best to get her some help. The day someone from a rescue was going to come pick her up - she went missing. I have not seen her for 3 days. Its not unusual to not see her a day or two but while she's hurt, I'm just so worried.

Busy stressful day. Social workers came over to help me make some phone calls and fill in forms etc. it’s going in the right direction, I just feel extremely vulnerable and fragile right now. Too much going on that’s making me feel so.. so bad. I just want to turn invisible x.x

Gave garden friend some tuna

I'm going to sound selfish now. But I'm dreading my birthday. Originally I had made plans to spend it with friends at my brothers. Not ON the day but around the time. Its my 40th. But because my brother is no longer speaking to me, he simply shrugged and said 'no plans' when mum asked him about it.

I am at all of your mercy. I just want to say thank you so much to everyone who has helped and and reached out to me too. I am in the process of seeing professionals on and off and stuff seems to be moving forward with getting proper help finally. I still need a little bit of help--

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Local vets wouldn't take her in so I got in touch with a local cat rescue who are going to send someone round at some point this week to see if she's chipped and deal with her. I will miss her if she's taken away ;.;

Done the washing up, showered, put stuff in the washing machine. You guys give me strength <3 thank you

Congrats Spain <3

In other stressful news - My little cat visitor turned up last night with a limp. Upon further inspection I think she's broken her back left paw as its swollen and very painful. I've kept an eye on her today and tomorrow I'll be taking her to my local vets to get her some help x_x

Just a write up of what I need to say. I appreciate all who take the time to read it and share. Here's to trying to finally get to a better place in life.

I'm going to make a post tomorrow or Monday regarding my current situation. I'm going to have to ask for help again and my insides cramp at the thought, but I don't have any options right now. I'm trying my best to get back on top of things but I can't mentally recover with so much pressure-