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i forget if i said but i’m starting a new job *tomorrow* ! i plan to stream before the month is over but i need to adjust to this irl full time work schedule and see where i can squeeze in a stream or two in!

i actually can’t believe i might get this job!!! my anxiety and imposter syndrome negative self talk almost convinced me to cancel the interview. i’m so proud of myself

i wish i could just decide to not have arfid lmao. wdym i haven’t eaten since 11am 😵‍💫

bus driver is so sweet. letting everyone on for free! someone missed their stop and he made no fuss about letting them off before the next stop. just very kind!!

stream schedule coming soon mwahahaha :•3

just had a job interview and it went very well! i’m excited to hopefully be employed after years of chronic unemployment and sporadic self-employment.

life is crazy 😵‍💫 /posi and /neg

starting bridgerton and dyeing my hair :-3

read a bit, still need to brush my teeth and then i’ll listen to an audiobook to wind down some more! hopefully i can get to bed by midnight tomorrow… we’ll see >.< also stream schedule for next week will be coming soon :-3 so many hiatuses all the time but i’ll always come back!! okie nini 🌷🪽⭐️

life is a rollercoaster and things will continue to get bad and then get good again and then bad again and then better but right now i really want to celebrate the fact that despite how hard things are presently i have been choosing to *not* punish myself for it. that has been the hardest part.

why is there no protocol to make sure actors aren’t getting deadnamed? i always put my name in all of the communications and anywhere my legal name isn’t required but PAs are always calling me by the name on my paperwork 💀