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Well, probable diabetes aside at least I don't smoke (a few a year at most). Did you know that smoking is like double the risk for stroke of even diabetes? Abysmal habit. They're not kidding when they tell you to stop.

I appreciate that

Buh dum tsssss

I hate "technically I was right, but I was also wrong" moments in real life & online. In case that sounds too wanky, simplified, it's when your words or intentions are good/correct, but you still misread & react badly. Doubt I'll ever stop making that mistake being autistic, not reading the room.

(well not literally justifiably lmao, don't kill anyone lol)

If a type 1 reads all this and goes "man what a whiny little bitch"... ...Yeah I get it (not being flippant). A lot of you would kill for remission, justifiably. Still sucks though.

I told them I suspected something was wrong due to minor signs (like floaters in my vision etc.) and they told me I was fine. What the fuck. I do not want to live with the risk of amputation or eyesight loss, I'd rather die.

They talk about reversal/remission these days but understand it does not last and multi decade remission is incredibly rare. The diabetes comes back.

Man you can't know how upsetting this is. Didn't even get the prediabetes warning. Just full blown diabetes out of nowhere. What the hell, man. :(

Going to delete this but looks very probable I have diabetes. Must say I'm very angry. I knew the risks but I'm way better than I was a year ago exercise wise. What's worse than that... They told me I was fine less than 6 months ago. Go look that up, it takes YEARS to develop. What happened?!

Me debating my inner monologue

Whoa. Full moon. (duuuuuuuuuuuude)

(don't bring that "innocent until proven guilty shit here", you're right, but we're not in court, and people are gonna form opinions regardless)

Like goddamn. This is why, as brutally unfair as it can be, you can't rule out the vibe check entirely.

"Jared Leto accused of sexual misconduct" gives strong vibes of this:

Me when I don't take the trash out in 3 weeks

Be all you can be, but own your hypocrisies.

(t. total hypocrite who pisses far more money away in booze)

Ugh. Forgot about the fucking water bill. YOUR STAYING ALIVE BILL IS HERE MOTHAFUCKA PAY UP

There are times when the weather and my neurons align and I am, for a brief time, more or less a normie. Kind of peaceful, if boring.