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as a way to escape from the current reality im binge playing black flag….

かっっっこいい！！！❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

今月描いた絵

idk…. what now? i’ve worked so hard and everything and now cus of uncontrollable circumstances my future plans are all fucked up. idk what i’m supposed to do now….

i’ve bought a lot of merch from artists who don’t ship my ship as well cus i like their art, and when this actually happens to me im so flattered and honored…. i feel like this is how fandom interactions should feel like

one of the greatest compliments i received was that someone despite not shipping my ship but still told me they bought my illustration book cus they wanted to…. im so honored…. 😭😭😭😭

*不純な思考回路*

why i was mutuals w a bunch of ppl in the cn fandom was cus hathaways showing attracted a lot of newcomers and i was like oh they draw well im going to follow them and they followed me back and i didn’t expect they’d blow everything up…. why am i explaining idk i still feel like an asshole

forth day of acghk and i’m still not used to guys stopping by my booth and flipping thru my illustration book and be like “phffffffff” when they see charmuro stuff 🤨

✍️

mhmm

最近色々のせいですごく疲れててRPする気力がなくてすみません……🥲

and there was a long period of time when i tried to persuade myself that it’s cus of my own fault of not accepting other ships. but in other fandoms i never had issues w ppl who don’t ship my ship and i happened to get along w some of them very well. until gndm. idk.

i want to just abandon social media completely but i also think about why would i punish myself for people who offended me….. but again i dont want to be constantly offended everywhere….. idk