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i wake up and see big sis still sleeping so i walk out of the room and walk outside where i see the older girl and i start going to her but then remember i cant say what has been happening so try to hide instead but she sees me and ask if somethings wrong and i say no but she still gives me a hug

when i finally get away from the older woman my big sister is waiting for me at home she asks me where ive been but the older woman said i cant say anything or she would do things to me but she never said what so im kinda scared of her big sis gets mad at me for not saying anything so she hits my

i should post more wholesome fantasies

i finally kissed the older woman cause i didnt wanna stay with her forever and she was haply with me but said i couldnt tell anyone and she would bring me back sometime then let me go home and i walked back thinking that i was scared of her but something about her made me feel things in my heart

i wish i could talk to people i want to say something buy i dont know what to say literally nothing comes to mind and i end up never saying anything i want to speak to people here and i cant and i hate myself for it

i didnt even sleep as much as usual this time so it feels like i just wasted a bunch of time

why do i have to sleep… i just wanna always be awake

so sleepy.... but i wanna stay up moree...

today i finished watching strawberry marshmallow and that was very nice and fun!!

i wanna get headphones so that eveyrthing goes quiet or at least as little noise as possible so that i can focus cause i find it hard to focus a lot

older woman said she really liked me so she just had to take me and keep me to herself and it kinda made me happy but i cant say that cause im not supposed to talk to strangers

im bad at drawing -v-

i tried to draw a deer but messed up the body so now it kinda looks like a dog

older woman who takes me to her house and doesnt let me leave until she gets me to kiss her

older girl who takes me to the park and pushes me on the swings and watches me go down the slide and talks to me when we sit together

older girl who hugs me and holds me and she makes me feel calm enough to sleep

big sis helping me do homework and then i kiss her and she hits me for it but i she means it in a loving way probably

im gonna try to stay up tonight even though i will probably fail :>

big sister who pushes me to talk so thst i could make freinds instead of doing nothing all day