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Honestly, what a mood. A nurse earlier this year said I have beautiful veins and I felt SO stupidly happy about it. There's just something so sweet about compliments coming from health professionals. 🥹

> Doesn't draw for days due to migraine and gods awful hand pains / flareups > [ ... ] Anyways here's a Mana doodle.

#petalsyaps Oh my gods it says I'm all good now.

#petalsyaps Mind you, I didn't do jack-diddly-squat on it. But, quite honestly, I'm old and tired. I've kind of stopped caring about the socmed account things. I just want to post what I love and be silly, like back in ye olde days, when whimsy still existed ( personalized backgrounds, etc. )

#petalsyaps So, unsurprisingly, I can't use twitter for a few days. I'm not sure if I should just wait 2-3 days, or be absent for a whole two weeks. Either way, I'll cheekily check every now and then. The reason I say I can't use it /at all/, is because even my side acc is shadowbanned, now.

#petalsyaps Anyways, TLDR ; I accidentally shadowbanned myself over on twt. All because ( blame my favourite post-migraine activity : cleaning ) I decided to unfollow en masse over on twt, and in doing so, twt deemed it to be "harmful behaviour" according to the shadowban tester.

I go to Sumeru all the time as it's my comfy place.

#petalsyaps I love it when co-op is enjoyable and you meet some lovely people. I find the EU server tends to have more kind experiences than NA.

#petalsyaps Not sure if it's carpal tunnel related or rsi, but man. My left hand also acts up when I'm not careful. I could opt to draw with my left hand ( I'm ambidextrous! ) /but/ the caveat is that I'm much more slow and stiff with my movements. ... Which gives me another 'challenge' idea.

#petalsyaps + and alongside that, tension. Also y'know, might be pms acting up, too. My dominant drawing hand also had a nasty bout of pain flare up again, which is most likely caused by the weak muscles in my arms. I'll start trying to exercise my arms and hands more.

#petalsyaps I said it over on twt but not here, oops. Apologies, I had been bedridden with a migraine. One of the main triggers this time seemed to be the air pressure, which I now know why it happens ( dilation of the blood vessels, which can also hurt sinuses ) +

Well, while tending to my migraine, ringing the towel ended up pulling one of the final straws on my right wrist. Can't even twist or move it much. What the hell.

#petalsyaps That chorus, and the burning Irminsul scene... my heart breaks all over again.

#petalsyaps As a long-time fan of Abba, any time I see a Dottore amv to the song 'The Winner Takes It All', I tear up and cry again.

#petalsyaps And let's not forget the general injuries / pains my hands have.

#petalsyaps My desk is incredibly uncomfortable. I'm always banging my arms and legs, and now I've got an awful ouchie on my arm where it's hit and rest on the desk constantly. Coupled with this weather, it makes me not want to do anything for the rest of summer...

Thank you, dear.💝 I sure am, hence why it's Hazbin, Hoyo, OCs, anything beyond that which I also love, too. Making the goods for me, making my own meals.

#petalsyaps From '07 up to... '22, I wasn't ever really settled anywhere. I also never really enjoyed being perceived, so I always felt a disconnect and got overwhelmed. Learning about the mechanics of my brain sure helped in making me more comfortable.

#petalsyaps Again, in terms of making fanart. I always love what I love, even if I'm not actively drawing for it. But I'm at that point where I'm simply going to draw all what I love without worrying about displeasing anyone, you know? ( Algo' can kiss my arse, essentially. )

#petalsyaps It's kinda amusing, to me. I was drawing Hoyo fanart for so long, then went back to one of my first special interests, then incorporated a couple more of my special interests, and now I'm adding Hoyo right back into that.