it's crazy how the weanor here took up like 90% of the time spent making this lmao, i really just wanted to practice drawing wenis and like the GREEDY EVIL DOODLE that i am i had to turn it into a full piece. how dreadful!
stores are FILLED with obscene latex'd up THINGS that barely ever count as people anymore because of this! every other dork who buys a spell book think they're smart and clever enough to take over the world with an army of latex-y underlings only to fall victim to their own pervy bondage spell!
awkward nerdy girl who can't help it if her innate knowledge of the universe allows her to possess dominion over existence! all the silly bimbos that got reality altered because she was drawing smut all night really should be more grateful that she's a kind and caring deity!
everything about me is just like awkward. i'm just getting worse at doing anything i like. i can't talk to people for shit. i don't feel at home anywhere anymore
i keep trying to type stuff about this but it feels like just begging for pity. i keep deleting anything i type right before i post it. i get annoyed at everything and i feel like i'm gonna get way worse before it gets any better
i'm like at the most irritable i can be rn and trying not to get too depressed again. i might just draw something low effort that gets me a billion likes just to feel 1% better cause idk man i feel like i suck ass on the daily but rn it's worse than usual
i wanted to do a big tiddy babestress kinda sorta inspired by the zeta gundam, it was a whole thing. but idk nothing really clicked into place. i s’pose its worth trying again
