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Woke up to a fucking HORRIBLE tooth ache. Desperately hoping there's a nearby dentist with an open spot today

Still no VR gloves out there that check the boxes most important to me, but seems we're getting close. If these things literally just had force feedback on them they'd be perfect store.melt-interface-technologies.com/en/products/...

ContactGlove3 + Magnetra3An EMF-based SteamVR glove-type VR controller with world-class accuracy (position error less than 1.5mm). It faithfully reproduces even the finest fingertip movements, and comes bundled with the full-...store.melt-interface-technologies.com

I've decided, basically out of the blue and for no good reason, that I wanna look into making a specific NSFW mod for Risk if Rain 2

I'm tired, boss

i must not be interested in being better, since i never do anything about it

Looking at job listings this morning and like 3 of them are Palantir related. I don't want out of retail THAT badly

Job hunting for internships continues to be incredibly frustrating.

Just... Got sad last night cause I saw someone I was friends with a long time ago. Tried reconnect after a bit, got told they didn't even remember me, and then went back to ignoring me. It's been long enough that it shouldn't hurt, but it does

hah. just when i thought I may actually be improving. i really do need to let go

Why must money be such an obstacle. So much art I wanna get, so many other things that take priority first...

See a battlefield like game that looks pretty good. Actively chooses to feature Asmongold in is trailer. No thanks lmao

I need to start holding myself to some kind of schedule for learning game dev. It's at least... Something I can do.

I clearly don't know how to be better but I want to

all of my free time is spent just... disassociating.

nothing's even fun to play anymore

i just... don't know. i know that putting myself out there and trying to really be friends with people again would likely help, but I really don't want to take that chance and end up only getting worse, to even more people.

Just. Being miserable on my birthday. nothing new

Incredibly stupid of me to even say anything

Just another day

wishing I hadn't made it this far