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From what we had begun. How fitting it was for Fall, That we'd be moving on, But ne'er you remember, Who made it to December. +

It stands as a place holder for many more exactly like it. Many more who may have been forgotten. So it's not such "Roman Nero" and more like "this Nero and all she resembles." And that's enough, quite frankly. Especially for those who have been or even just wanted to be this Nero. +

A food place. Quite frankly? This hits home on more than a few levels, not the least of which is kindness and attention to details necessary in the service industry. But also? I'd blame RFK Jr. before I blame the GM of Killer Burger. ^^; +

The people who choke on their own hearts when they tell you exactly what they need. No more. No less. I never expect people to give or do more than what they absolutely can, but sharing is absolutely free. The worst thing anyone can do is nothing. The second worst is doing the wrong thing. +

Worthy moments of a homeless person flipping the fuck out and throwing those cans back at the assholes in the car. That gulf of stupidity can be as vast as human ignorance itself, which Einstien was pretty sure was infinite. So please. Be thoughtful when you think you're helping? And listen to~

I got those, too. Of folx handing out canned goods with no can openers. Of folx filling the bed of their pick-up trucks with Ramen noodles in a tarp. Of the reason of charity being self-aggeandizement and ego-stroking. We've seen it all, and it's bc of stuff like that, that you'll get some clip~

Asking for back-up, it's always around the last week of the month and I'm someone who waits till the last possible second before EVER invoking the goodwill of others, which, if you've been down where I am long enough... you already KNOW how absolutely nightmares that can be and if you need stories~

Struggling the hardest. In my family, way back when, my grandmother was one such person who, despite doing all the right things, getting all the help we could offer and making all the appointments, would still be stuck and strapped at the end of the month. You'll notice in my own patterns of~

Everyone is generally looking to the end of the week when their paychecks come in or, for us, you're being forgot about as people try to sprint to the end of the month and their time off. Psychologically speaking, it's very easy to get blinders about your life while folx around you may be~

To fly halfway around the world to stalk their idols? I'd say this is about as bricks and mortar as it gets. And like.. if you need a reason? Check out my new videos on YouTube, too. All shot from this pos Walmart phone I've had for almost 7 years now. Bc down here in the dirt? We make it work.

Other projects and announcements with their own campaigns, but as of this writing, I'm still just one old disabled kook of a witch trying to survive a Great Depression. So that's what's up! Faq chk me? Verify? Do whatever you want, but honestly? Given the ones out there giving jewelers money~

Spent on as a matter of course for myself. Tbf, a lot of my past givers told me to jump off a bridge about it, but I still do it on my own as a conscious effort. Bc if this were a 501c, folx would want to know what I'm doing with their goodwill. In time, through tilling the soil, I do hope to have~

Folx in my spheres of influence have less. It's why I've tried to step up for them, bc I could. But we can't keep circulating the same gold coins when we have to give them to groups who do not see us. -_- This is the reality of living in the dirt. +

Sure, it's only a few more days till Social Security delivers its pittence to this undeserving wretch of a deathkeeper. But that's also a few more days added to weeks already. So I gotta do the thing, even if I and everyone I know hate it and can almost never give of their own. Bc down here? ~

As crazy as it might sound to the more musically talented and inclined, I have this strange want to pair harmonica with violin. I know it's near impossible, but i'unno. Something about the classical sound of Moonlight Sonata's 1st movement w/ blues crossroads sound of a harmonica sounds neat to me.

Such things are not contradictions but nuances of the paradox that is the Great Experiment, and we recognize that many things can be true and untrue all at the same time. It's through meditation and existence in Twilight that we find the discernment necessary to traverse such nuances and paradox. +

It's a blurry gradient of blackness and gold. It's violet and white. It is a space and place that survives the night and the day but comes most alive in the dawn and dusk. You're only going to find contradictions if you're choosing sides. But if you're in the Twilight? Then you remain aware that~

Wouldn't pick up a saber to fight, just as there isn't a one of us who wouldn't go to the hospital to work. Bc we understand something that the mind trapped in duality doesn't. We know that it takes two halves to make a whole, and we know the line in twilight we walk is not a defined line. ~

And wise enough to wield the sword and salve in their hands. To execute justice and righteousness on their own unknowable terms and no others. And you can't get there with just "love and light." A good witch gets their hands dirty. +

I harp on this so much is bc it's literally in the Twilight Walkers Creed. Neither blinded by the day, Nor seduced by the night. Take our goddesses, for example. Kali, Baba Yaga, the Morrigan, etc. They're not good or evil. They are not light or darkness. They simply are. Sovereign, autonomous~