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Working on new illustrations / merch. Who knows

To my friends: I’m going to take a nap Three hours later, they did in fact not nap

It's hard to work through tears.

Anxiety is such a fickle thing. Either makes me disassociate so I can feel nothing and get blasted with feelings later, or I feel everything all at once and I want to explode. Perhaps not fickle because either way I cry somehow.

Finally got my hands on the WHA CD ost and it's so.... so good. as expected. it's crazy... yuka kitamura always cooking.

man I've never paid 960 dollars for an artist alley table ever... perhaps I'm lucky but this is crazy.

Having a normal day

The final form of my new pins…

With all these Nirvana ties to anime and manga rn, maybe we can get Shiori Experience officially translated (jk unless)

Using myself as reference has its flaws, like how every character I draw happens to be hypermobile.

Been trying to not post my every day anxieties on the internet since I long left private twit spaces years ago. It only fueled my insecurities and made me so miserable on the internet, but sometimes the feelings still come out. I wish small inconveniences in life didn’t make my heart ache so much!

Posting my own thread so it doesn’t clog up your feed! Here’s my test: Cason Watercolor 140lb/300g paper, Plat Carbon Black with G Nib and regular fountain pen nib. Second image I chose the worst color to show off the science but brush does not smear at all. Nib ink scientists can chime in.

Tseng

Finished Crisis Core and I am ill about this man. I love him.

Once again my bare minimum interest in dams has surprised yet another utility worker…

Doodling at the booth

At Natsu Matsuri in Seattle CID!

My goals lately have been to find comfort in boredom again. Finding ways to stop being online and being present, and going back to drawing merch and practicing art as a way to feel creatively motivated again. Although I don't have much time lately to play video games, which makes me SAD.

Malls and libraries were huge for me. But I’ve noticed malls removing spaces to sit or linger, I’ve gotten in trouble (as of a year ago) for sitting against a pillar waiting for my friends to get boba. There’s a lot of things that’s changing or actively being dismantled that is subtle (or not)!

It’s 1am and maybe I have a title for a regular meet up called “I’ve procrastinated enough” where you bring one task you’ve been putting off doing and do it or get help to do it lmao okay good night