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binghe 🩸💔

I need to write more trans men in my fics but unfortunately my fav character to trans man-ify is sy and he needs like 100k words worth of monologuing and repression to understand what a trans person even is and 100k more to understand he Is one (but he would never say it out loud bc that's cringe)

it's strange being introverted but wanting to be extroverted so I just keep feeling like a creep looking in windows wanting to be Inside There but knowing I'm too low battery and high maintenance to do it. just imagine I am there peering in at all the people I wanna be friends with 😶‍🌫️

thrice married to a salted fish is a really cute book, we're reading the third one now and I really like the main couple. but they're just not itching the weird part of my brain like bingqiu does 😔 when will I read another book like svsss .....

y'know dogs that chew up your passport right before you have to fly that's binghe coded

my love of horror movies and my love of bingqiu mean I want to put them into horrific and terrible situations all the time 😩 everytime I watch a video talking about like "worst fates in horror movies" I just kick my feet wanting to see bingqiu in them 🥰🥴

springtime bingqiu 🪷

Chapter 10 of this fic is up and there's one more left to go - it's finally broken the 60k mark 🥲 please join for some juicy messy toxic bingyuan/jiuyuan 🫶

looking through my bookmarks as I do and saw this and this was so fucking funny I had to save it Lot to ponder on with this one boys...

I personally don't really see NYY and LBH as being friends, and I definitely don't see LBH being friends with SHL or MBJ - with MBJ/SHL they are his subordinates (and then MBJ becomes a sort of in-law via the cumplane friendship) but with NYY like Yes they had a close relationship in disciple era-

just watched Obsession and that was one of the craziest movies I've ever seen

every time I see untagged [trope I hate] or new iterations of it I need to add to my blocklist it makes me inch ever closer to the edge 🥴

TADC finale I genuinely like the finale a lot! I got the chance to see it in theaters and watched it again yesterday and it's like. I'm just Really sad to see so many people hating on it, and also hating that Jax was trans. It was good and I'll die on this hill

#liushen very happy to have made some art for Mori's fic, with android LQG doing his best to seduce SY 🤭

so insane to me that people assumed my fic was going in one Direction approved by them (anti binghe/pro SJ direction specifically) and when it did NOT go that way I've actually been losing bookmarks every chapter it's so funny how did I, the crazy bingqiu guy, ever accidentally mislead these people