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feeling very bored and alone. maybe that's a sign i should go and do some more artfighting

i'm not paranoid enough. I let my guard down and that was a massive mistake.

its weird how being in seattle has sorta taught me i have to completely redefine how interpersonal relationships and friendships can be

i promised.

to whoever left their fursona on seattle's 2 line: your fursona has been taken.

man my self-esteem and worth is in the dirt. what the fuck

the most painful thing about seattle is that i realize just how few friends i have back home. just how absolutely truly lonely i am. Never enough time to be with everyone here while I visit, whereas back home nobody really has time for me

I'm a huuuuuuuge dork

i wish i fully understood my emotions wrt like. Leaving. Why do certain partings feel painful and like ripping velcro apart while others feel like pulling off a bra that was too tight. Is that why leaving home is so easy and my emotions get so unstable when I'm away???

i feel like all the joy has been wrenched from my being. all the hope all the excitement. there's just this flat gray concrete plain where there used to be hills and peaks and swamps and rivers and forests and snowfalls and beauty