I relate to all of this, especially after trying and stopping HRT and still struggling to identity what feels right for me. There’s not really a roadmap for being NB and it can feel isolating, even in queer/trans spaces.
thegenderdoula on IG has some helpful/affirming resources worth checking out. also happy to chat anytime - even if we don’t have answers, it’s reassuring to know other people feel this way
