Always about what I provide Never a person And irl, it's the same. I'm cared for in the capacity of what I can do for everyone around me. Just want someone to have someone who is here because of me, not because of what I do for them 😮‍💨😮‍💨 I'm tired

🩷💜💙Jules🩷💜💙($0/200)

I love my job, truly But it is very hard sometimes Physically, and emotionally It's hard being so lonely when drops hit like this and not having anybody but myself for aftercare Mind stuck on loops and emotions crashing. But having to push through all that I'm so tired of being alone 😮‍💨