Don’t say that! You are an individual with open and friendly characteristics. You have proven to be a capable and skilled person. In addition, you are still young! Love is a natural thing and with time it will appear via sensation and emotions! Don’t give up! You got this! You are a winner!
Sometimes you just have to take a step back, think, and you will see behind you every single obstacle and challenge you overcame. To love oneself is the greatest thing in the world. Every sacrifice, work, and sweat you did was not for nothing.