I used to hate all things military myself. But then realized I liked stuff like the MGS series and historical movies and ended up at least enjoying drawing them... so it is possible to learn to like it?
Yeees it can be spooky and hard looking at first!! I am a lazy bun and reuse my own drawn stuff like pins and insignias and 3D models for weapons... But once you get basic shapes of clothes and stuff by practicing you get faster at it actually! But only if you want of course lol